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". everything you have done genuinely remains for you and will
help you at difficult moments, and everything you have done from vanity is lost to you." -- Maurice Nicoll, "Psychological Commentaries on the Teaching of G. I. Gurdjieff and P. D. Ouspensky," pp. 500-501
WHEN The Magic Ain't Working
Let's say you're a dedicated student of the magical path and you've done everything right. You've followed every instruction to the letter, crossed every "t" and dotted every "i". You've done your rituals faithfully every day at the right time. And yet, nothing is working. The magic's not happening according to plan. The thing you most want in life isn't showing up. Now what? Now you wait. Ugghh, you say, you hate waiting. Besides, you've spent plenty of time waiting (your whole life, perhaps) and you are more than ready for the magic to happen. You are darn tired of waiting. So why should you wait? When the magic isn't happening in your life as fast as you expect or want it to, waiting is the ideal solution because it's the only way to ALLOW the magic to show up in your life. Magic, by definition, isn't logical. If it were, it would be called "logic" instead of "magic." Magic shows up when you least expect it. When the magic is missing, it means that you're pushing too hard. Actually, the absence of magic really means that you're just out of contact with all the force you've put into your magical bank account. As this week's quote (above) points out, anything that you do genuinely is never lost to you. Anything you do to increase the magic and spiritual connection in your life is saved for you. Sometimes you just can't access it. Magic is like a river that runs very deep in our lives. When we're caught up in a bunch of external life events, when we're distracted, we're out of touch with that river. In fact, that's the time that we are the thirstiest for the magic. And the only way to get back in touch with that deep river is to get quiet, to wait. Just because something that you want hasn't happened yet does not mean that it won't happen. It doesn't mean that all the ritual and spiritual work has gone to naught. All of that work is saved for you, just waiting for a moment when you are quiet, when you relinquish control over your life. Then the magic shows up in the most unexpected ways. So when you're feeling the most frustrated and hopeless in life, don't give up. Have faith. Remember that all the genuine effort you've put into self-development, self-observation, and self-growth is still there. It hasn't gone anywhere. The results of your work are sitting in your spiritual bank account, gathering interest and attracting the events you desire. Get happy enough about that bank account and the magic will flood into your life. So if the Universe is telling you to wait, wait happily. Wait with active patience and, if you can manage it, joy. The faster you get happy the faster the magic will happen. Magic happens in the gaps between thought, between distractions, between life events. Create a little gap between your daily worries and watch the magic happen. Waiting can be the most powerful ritual you may ever practice!
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